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Control #freeread #poetry and #song Sara Evans Slow Me Down

12/12/2014

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Control

12/12/14

Losing control,
I don’t like this feeling.

What is happening to me?
Why am I telling all my secrets?
Why am I so confused?

Frantically back-peddling,
I keep saying these impulsive words.

What do I care?
Why am I suddenly this vulnerable mess?
Why am I so lost?

Trust is a burden I bear with a weak heart.
I don’t know what has changed, but the control within me is shattered.
Pieces of it drain out like a sputtering car leaking oil, as it drags its back wheels.

Losing control,
I don’t like this feeling.

What is he thinking?
Why am I clinging so hard?
Why am so stuck inside my head?

Scolding myself,
I slam my phone down, shaking my head.

What the fuck?
Why can’t I get a grip?
Where is my control?

It’s gone…I’m gone…

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