Suzy Ayers
  • Bio
  • MyBooks
    • Dark Hollows Press
    • Paperback links
  • Suzy Q's Oops Detection Service
  • Free Reads
  • Blog
  • Because I want your sex…stories
  • Author Spotlight
  • Book Reviews
  • The Foodie in me
  • Contact me

The Last Time #poetry

6/27/2014

2 Comments

 
This is a very emotional and personal piece. Please keep all negativity where it belongs. To yourself.
THE LAST TIME

Too many nights spent waiting listening for the door
Too many nights looking at the phone

A text
A call
Tears
They fall

Promises
Broken promises

Tomorrow you’re told it won’t happen again
You’re told they will change
They will stop going out with the guys.
Out for: sports, golf, soccer, rugby, softball, hunting, fishing, trips—away

Away
Always away
Always wishing for that someday
Someday

But that someday will never come.
Your mind burns with hurtful thoughts
What if I’m not sexy?
No longer beautiful
No longer enough
No longer…

You ask, despite your stomach lurches, is she prettier
Like a crack of thunder your temper flares
How do you dare?
Me?

She’s not yet 3 months and he only 2.
Why can’t I make him happy?
What is wrong with me?

NOTHING

Nothing I’ve realized is wrong with me
Nothing is more beautiful than the love I have for my children
Nothing is more powerful than standing up for me and saying…

This is the last time

No more.

2 Comments
Debra
2/1/2015 06:11:08 pm

How anyone could make a negative comment about words like these I do not understand, but they do....... I was touched by your words and want you to know you, unfortunately, are not alone traveling down the road to are walking. I finally said No More 7 months ago. Best decision I have ever made for my children and myself. Blessings and know you don't ever walk alone. None of us do.

Reply
suzy
2/2/2015 09:31:08 am

Thank you. And yes it;s been taking longer than I ever wanted but I am hoping it is over soon.

Reply



Leave a Reply.

    These stories and poems are mine and/or other authors are not to be copied and used on any other platform without consent from me/and or the other author.

    Suzy Ayers

    Here is where you will get to taste me for free. It will include short stories, excerpts, poetry; as well as any other author's shorts who wish to have their work posted.

    All of Suzy Ayers books on Amazon can be found here (click on this link)

    Archives

    January 2015
    December 2014
    November 2014
    October 2014
    June 2014
    March 2014
    January 2014
    October 2013
    September 2013
    August 2013
    July 2013
    June 2013
    May 2013

    Categories

    All
    Bdsm
    Chocolate
    Control
    Crop
    Dessert...seconds Please
    Dominant
    Erotic
    Erotica
    Etta James
    Explicit
    Fantasy
    Free Read
    Guest
    Hidden
    Hope
    Hurt
    Kitty Wilde
    Love
    Master
    Masturbation
    Nipple Clamps
    Oral Sex
    Orgasm
    Owned By Sir
    Pain
    Photo
    Picture
    Poem
    Poetry
    Robert Zimmermann
    Rollercoaster
    Romance
    Rose
    Sadness
    Sara Evans
    Sex
    Short Story
    Showerhead
    Song
    Submissive
    Vulnerability

    RSS Feed

Powered by Create your own unique website with customizable templates.