Saving Lady J is not like my other books and I have warned many of my faithful readers about that. It is darker and has themes that they may not normally read. Lady J was a book that took me a little longer than my other "loves". I do hope others pick it up and give me their thoughts on Jamie and Julian

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Blurb: "I knew I wasn’t like most people, but I didn’t know exactly what I was. It wasn’t until an event at “Club Deviant” that I realized my fears were solidly real and my life, as well as Julian’s, hung by a silken thread..."


Jamie is a woman confused about who she is sexually. Her submissive side is constantly at war with her mouth. She becomes involved with Julian, a man with secrets of his own, who becomes her slave. 

When two dominant men enter Jamie and Julian's life, Jamie's world begins to unravel. As she attempts to help Julian fight his battles, she unwitting puts herself in harm's way.

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Fixing love…

When you first fall in love, you feel the shuttering of a burst of butterflies taking flight and smiles never leave your face. The dates, the flowers, the presents, the sex and for most women…the time. It’s time we want. Most men show love with presents, at least the one’s I have known.

First, find out how you like to receive love. You don’t know? Well, how do you show it? That is likely how you wish you would receive it.

• I love showing love by cooking and giving my time.

 
My sign is Virgo and I am an empath, which means I tend to overextend myself. I am a sign that gets a bad rap, but we tend to give so much in a relationship that we tend to lose ourselves. Empath’s, on top of that pull emotions from whomever is around us, especially our partner, which means we can spin our moods swiftly and deeply.

The basic ways to show love are:

1. Time / effort
2. Presents/ money
3. Touch and physical affection
4. Positive words
5. Acts of kindness

When it falls apart, raw emotions bubble over. Fighting is healthy in any relationship; it is how you handle them. Fighting to hurt or fighting to understand/fighting to get your point across. Raised voices should never be trying to outdo each other.

When you are lost…you wonder can it ever be fixed? If both of you think it can, look at the list above and ask your partner how they wish to be loved. Pick two each and explain to each other what that really means to you and how that makes you feel. Also, try to do at least one a week for each other. Understand that a present can be something as simple as picking a flower in the yard or a candy bar. Love should never cost a fortune or monopolize all your time.

I have learned something from every change in my life. Every job transition, every loss of a person and every relationship that has ended. You need to consider these things and find a positive in each negative.
 
How to be the best person in the relationship for both you and your partner?

• SELF ESTEEM - Find positive in all your losses in life. If you cannot, you will not grow. Find what works for you: exercise or other endorphin boosters that are internal triggers that don’t in turn harm yourself or others.
• LOVE YOURSELF -You also need to learn to love yourself. This means do things by yourself and for yourself—Alone. You don’t need a partner attached to your hip to make you happy.
• EXPECTATIONS - Have expectations. You cannot drop or lower your expectations just to fit that person into your life. This also backfires for people like myself (Virgo); I struggle with this. My expectations are extremely high for myself and just as high for everyone else. I am learning that I need to learn to pick my battles. That I need to relax and understand that everything is not a slight against me.
• LISTEN! This is where you acknowledge, turn of the electronics, stop saying “I am sorry” and change the behavior that upsets your partner. This can be done through couple’s therapy too.
• NEVER BE BLISSFULLY IGNORANT – This has two meanings.
  • Trust your gut, if you think someone is cheating—they are. As a parent you not only need to protect yourself and life, but that of your children.
  • The second meaning is that you need to be OBSERVANT. By not being observant and ignoring the things that your partner has stated that they need help with or don’t like/hurts them, then you are breaking the relationship. Also. if you don’t pay attention to your partner, then you need to be alone because you are being selfish. You need to stop wasting and hurting their heart.

 
My biggest advice is honestly to be honest. Nothing hurts more than learning you were lied to.
 
Best of luck my loves.
Xxxooo
​
Suzy
 

Book Description:

Police Sergeant, Stuart Jenkins, moved from Boston to become Sheriff in the quiet, uneventful town of Woodsville. Running from a personal matter of his own, he found himself uncomfortably welcomed by every woman making advances at him.
 
Secrets haunt all small towns, but this town held a secret that was pure evil. A serial killer walked among them, and there was no shortage of suspects. Stuart believed that the horrifyingly, disturbing, deaths were perpetrated by a female. There were suggestions of paranormal and folklore presented.
 
With the bodies piling up, mountains of evidence and no clear suspect, he called his friends back home in Boston. He also hired a Deputy who schooled him in history, specifically the Abenaki Indian tribe, as well as the surrounding area of New Hampshire.
 
Can Sheriff Stuart Jenkins catch her or will he be blinded because she steal’s his heart first?

This is my breakout book in a psychological thriller genre. I have been working on it for over a year, which is a very long time for me. I will keep you posted on it. The above are merely motivators for me to keep going. I will put it in print first! Thank you to all my loyal readers. ~ S

Kinky Love Notes: Erotic Poetry for Dominants and Submissives

Written and Published by Kayla Lords
Release Date: April 14, 2016
Ebook price: $2.99
Paperback price: $6.99 (coming soon!)

Genre: Love and erotic poetry, BDSM, Dominance and submission

About Kinky Love Notes

Pictures are often painted with words. Lust, love, desire, and kink are no exception.

Instead of lines and lines of prose to express need and want, Kayla Lords uses simple poetry. Within these pages, you'll find haikus, couplets, and free verse with one thing in common: notes of the sensuous pleasure, kinky fun, and power exchange found between a Dominant and a submissive.

Excerpt from Kinky Love Notes - NSFW Option

Please, Sir?

Collar me,
Cuff me,
Restrain me,
Blindfold me,
Want me.
Please, Sir?

Spank me,
Paddle me,
Flog me,
Bruise me,
Mark me.
Please, Sir?

Bite me,
Finger me,
Fuck me,
Take me,
Use me.
Please, Sir?

Stroke me,
Hold me,
Kiss me,
Soothe me,
Love me.
Please, Sir?

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Kayla Lords Bio

Kayla Lords is a kinky submissive, an erotic author, a sex blogger, and a podcaster.  

She writes about BDSM and kink from a loving and realistic view. This is her first book

of poetry, erotic or otherwise. She also is a regular contributor to Kinkly, Fetish.com, Fuck.com, and Submissive Guide.

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#Event #Presale #Newrelease #Erotica Fantasy Encounter…Further Encounters
 
Fantasy Encounters with a Dom finally has a second book, Fantasy Encounters…Further Explorations. See what happens next for Keira and Tim after being trained by a D/s couple in the UK, Jarred and Carrie.
 
LIVE on 3/15/16 for $2.99, but you can grab it right now on Pre-sale link at Amazon:
http://www.amazon.com/Fantasy-Encounters-Further-Explorations-Keira-ebook/dp/B01BS37SL6/
 
What is Fantasy Encounters…Further Explorations about?
Keira and Tim have been married over ten years. Recently they took their relationship to new heights learning the BDSM lifestyle with the help of a Dom/sub, Jarred and Carrie from the UK.

In this sequel, Keira learns her not so frugal ways will get her into trouble, and she is given more than a verbal warning. They have been struggling with the idea of an open relationship; however, Keira was not prepared for Tim’s reaction.

She receives a Christmas present that she would've never imagined in “Keira’s Christmas Present”. And Keira learns that a honeymoon is always better when sharing with new friends in “Honeymoon Encounters”.

This book can be read as a standalone; however it is the sequel to “Fantasy Encounter with a Dom”. Both are books for Adults and contain BDSM themes. There is also a bonus scene, not found in “Fantasy Encounter with a Dom”.

There is a naughty excerpt below…if you don’t want to read it…I have warned you!
 
 
EVENT ON FACE BOOK
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Author “free promotion day” 3/14/16. It is an event for authors to promote: themselves, their favorite book, their new book, or something coming soon! Freebies or any promotions are permitted. It’s 30 minutes of fun for each author.
 
On 3/15/16, I will be promoting my new book and giving away a few free copies of my first book in the series, Fantasy Encounter with a Dom to readers through Smashwords. And one through Smashwords to any author participating who wishes to have one! These will be presented after the event once they are published and out of KDP Select in Amazon. I will also be posting about the real life Submissive that is mentioned in these books and posting her work as well.
 
Who is Suzy Ayers?
Suzy Ayers is repped by Dark Hollows Press for Saving Lady J, a darker BDSM thriller book.

She has multiple Amazon Bestselling Author and Bestseller lists under her belt. She's moved into many genres within romance, including: Fantasy, Paranormal and Erotica. She has been dabbling in thriller/suspense writing in some of her pieces will soon be breaking into an additional pen name and continue to publish under this one.

There are many multi-author titles that are free: Grave Hauntings (occult/paranormal), Erotic Fantasies (erotic romance) and Sexy Holiday Bites (holiday erotica/fantasy).

Suzy attempts to write in a manner that pulls you into the erotic event and paints an explicit scene of lust and passion. Her purpose of expressing it in this manner is that she believes that sex and love are intertwined and are healthy expressions of the human heart. To her imperfections and flawed characters are beautiful.
 
How do you find more of me?
 
Amazon: http://www.amazon.com/Suzy-Ayers/e/B00C1EK198/ref=ntt_athr_dp_pel_1
 
Smashwords: https://www.smashwords.com/profile/view/SAyersWrites
 
Website: http://suzyayersauthor.weebly.com/index.html
 
Goodreads: https://www.goodreads.com/author/show/7077107.Suzy_Ayers
 
Twitter: https://twitter.com/SuzyAyers or @SuzyAyers
 
Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/SuzyAyersAuthor
 
 
WARNING! Naughty Excerpt………
 
Excerpt from: Fantasy Encounter…Further Explorations
 
Tim's work had picked up a bit, but they weren't millionaires by any means. Keira had read too many of those fancifilled books lately, where millionaires Doms knew instantly how to please their woman. She had learned to appreciate even more her husbands’ hard work to understand her needs. She also learned to be more humble and value her families' modest income. Perhaps even more so after experiencing a massively painful spanking earlier in the week that had left bruises on her plump backside, Tim had been fed up with her exorbitant spending. She'd always been so responsible, however, her friends, mixed with new found love of shoes and daily spending sprees, sent their credit card bill skyrocketing.
Returning from the most recent trip to the mall, an ominous feeling fell over her as soon as she saw his car in the driveway—did he know? That day she had treated herself  to: the spa, which included the full body massage, both manicure and pedicure, on top of the five-hundred dollar spending spree and lunch for another one hundred plus dollars. It was her turn to buy and she’d felt obliged.
He was sitting in the living room with a sour look on his face. Like a sullen child Keira quickly babbled out her excuses, when she knew there weren’t any. She’d never spent like this before, she’d always been the responsible one—the saver.
“Hands out,” he held a strap.
“What?” Keira almost whimpered out the word. She’d seen women have their hands hit before and was not looking forward to it.
Thwamp!
Keira screeched and pulled her hands away, rubbing them, his mere expression had her return them and endure the five more per hand.
“That is for the total cost of the day. Now a spanking for doing something we have already discussed.”
“Yes, sir.” Keira dropped her head.
“Bare, right here. Over the couch.”
Keira knew her kids would be home soon and she’d better hurry up. Wiping tears away, she did as she was told and buried her face into the couch. Her arms surrounded her head. He used the same strap and her feet kicked up, as the stings resonated.
 
I hope you have enjoyed this post and grab a copy of my new release. Come have fun at the event with us!

My babies are my books these days and I am working on a few completely different ones. I plan to use a couple of different pen names to do this. I look forward to a fun and rewarding year and I hope you do too.

Saving Lady J – The Butterfly Series

Suzy Ayers

Dark Hollows Press

http://www.darkhollowspress.com/

Scheduled for release July 14th.

Check out all of these fantastic new releases from Dark Hollows Press here.

Author page on DHP website
http://www.darkhollowspress.com/#!suzy-ayers/c1wjc

Saving Lady J page (price to be added on release day)
http://www.darkhollowspress.com/#!saving-lady-j/c1w3j

Book blurb:
Jamie is a woman confused about who she is sexually. Her submissive side is constantly at war with her mouth.

She becomes involved with Julian, a man with secrets of his own, who becomes her slave.

When two dominant men enter Jamie and Julian's life, Jamie's world begins to unravel. As she attempts to help Julian fight his battles, she unwitting puts herself in harms way.

Themes/Warnings for the book:

This book is a dark erotic thriller. It is for readers 18+ and includes, but not limited to: force, mindfuckery, anal, spanking and spanking implements, non-con/dub-con, suspenseful elements, pegging, interracial sex, cuckold-themes, etc

About the book:

In Saving Lady J there are 3 or 4 main characters and multiple supporting characters. Just as in “real life” Jamie Rodgers has friends and a job. They don’t know about her personal activities outside of work. Jamie had always thought she was a “freak” and hid away her true feelings.

A majority of this book is based on non-fiction, real characters and a heck of a lot of naughty dreams. Much of what I write comes from people watching and learning from my friends within the lifestyle. Julian is a real person and even Raynth is real. I speak with him and get advice on a semi-regular basis. All names are changed and I have never met these people, sadly.

Unfortunately, in the lifestyle there are abusive and frightening situations, as in any “vanilla” life. This book was difficult for me to publish, because I didn’t want to offend readers. The sinister and uncertain moments, as well as other scenes, are why it is considered a dark erotic thriller.

I wanted to show growth within two of the main characters over this series. The book is intended to have a second one to explain Julian’s dark past and hopefully a bright future for Jamie.

Excerpt – Dominants are like two lions

I inhaled the shriek I wanted to let loose and composed myself. Cleaning the plug I set it on the bureau and left without a word. Anger was not even close to the word I felt. It was hurt wrapped in unease. As I rode the elevator down it was then that my legs began to wobble. The adrenaline had worn off.

I called Julian, “you called?” I grumbled.

“Yes, I’m so sorry Lady J. The power has gone out and your laptop was on. I tried to rescue-”

“Shit!” I closed my phone.

I exited the elevator and the lobby was an expanse of see-through windows. Elegant furnishings were displayed sparsely throughout the area. The flash of white and purple made me flinch and then the long rumble of thunder made me pause before pushing through the doors.

Another crash and pulse of electricity flew through the air, but this time it wasn’t the impending storm. I saw Marc. What was he doing here at Chris’ apartment complex no less? If I hadn’t been punished enough. If Chris saw this. Fuck that! I knew he would find out. He owned this damn building.

My heart raced for two competing reasons—one, the gorgeous soul who seemed to be looking up at me despite his stature. And two, the man who had just made my legs the thin copper wire that I was barely standing upon. Marc stood outside in front of the door, blocking it almost. He and fear kept me from leaving. I ran my hand up to my neck at my throat became dry.

“What is he doing here?” Chris growled behind me and I flinched. I hadn’t even heard the elevator chime I had been frozen in my spot, staring and wondering the same thing.

“I-I don’t know.”

Chris glared at me, pushed past me and went outside. He wore only his sweatpants and his Calvin Klein’s peeked from the top. The muscles in his body flexed with each movement and I bit my bottom lip. Concern waved over me as a pit formed in my stomach. I waited and waited for the fistfight, but it never came.

They stared each other down, Chris shouted and Marc stood like a statue. Both seemed to watch each other, locked into each other like raging bulls, yet no physical contact was made. I wanted to hear what they were saying, but I was in awe watching them. Hard to describe except maybe two lions fighting over a Pride and speaking in only a language they knew.

I watched as Marc gave me a saddened look and Chris moved to block even that. I watched the defeat in the man I had grown to care for deeply. I wanted him to be my friend, I wanted to explain to Chris that was all he was to me, but clearly that was no longer an option.

Chris came in and grabbed my arm with strength.

“Sir, you’re hurting me,” I whined as he dragged me over to the elevator.

He punched the button and the door opened immediately. He shoved me inside and before the door closed he was on top of me pinning me to the elevator wall. “You are mine,” he said and to stake his claim his mouth took mine.

I wanted to protest. I was still angry with him, but he was distracting me with his hand between my thighs. No. I tried to wriggle away. He couldn’t tell me I couldn’t be Marc’s friend.

“Mine, my beautiful fuck toy to please and fuck,” he said and dropped to his knees. Chris inhaled my scent. “Damn, you smell like a horny little slut that needs to come,” he grinned as he looked up at me.

His fingers thrust inside my pussy still wet from his intrusion only moments ago. He reached over and stopped the elevator with a push of a button. “Tell me,” his voice was dripping with lust.

“Tell you what sir?” I asked, as I gripped the rail to steady myself. I was unsure how much more my legs could handle.

He slid his thumb ever so gently across my sensitive nub and I jumped. He chuckled. “I want to hear you say it.”

“I need it sir. Please sir, please let me come. I’m so sorry for being bad, I promise to be good.” I whimpered as my pulse rose with each stroke across my clit.

He removed his hand. “No. And now your scent, damn, you smell so good,” he growled. “Look what you do to me,” he said exasperated.

“Sir, I can’t help it. I’m so horny and you know my body so well. You know how to tease me. Please sir please let me fuck you,” I pleaded as if I was pleading for my life. My body hummed and my crotch pulsed with blood. I never spoke like this, maybe there was too much blood in my crotch and not enough in my brain.

Excerpt – Julian’s lesson one of many

 Julian was caught pleasuring himself in the bathroom the very day he moved in.

“Julian, I will call you pet or slave or any other pet names I might come up with.”

He nodded and looked up at me.

“I will collar you with a house collar when I see fit. You are my submissive. I don’t want you to be confused about that. I want to find a collar that suits you. I don’t want you doing bad behavior on purpose. You are free to speak to me, but not tell me what to do. Do you understand?”

He nodded.

“Yes or no?”

“Yes.”

“Repeat after me: “Lady J owns my cock. I am not to touch it unless I need to for going pee. In fact from now on I will sit to pee, because I lost that privilege today”.”

He repeated me, while gritting his teeth.

“Lady J owns me. I am my own person who can take care of himself and will take care of her needs and her home,” I continued.

He repeated this as well.

“Anything you wish to add?”

“Please accept my apology for scaring you earlier. I run. It clears my head. I am not ready to tell you about last night. I’m sorry.” He looked remorsefully at me.

“I accept and it’s alright Julian. We have plenty of time to get to know each other. However, if the gun scares you or—”

His hand touched my thigh. “Please, don’t worry about me.”

I nodded. “Don’t interrupt.”

He smirked and looked down as if he was sorry.

“I am going to spank you now for your punishment. Do you understand?”

“Yes,” he whispered.

“Get on the bed.

I knelt beside him and watched his butt flex in anticipation. I remembered the first time I spanked Ken fondly and grinned. I started slowly and worked up a pace. His white cheeks were starting to look pink. Listening to his gasps and watching him clench the sheets and squeeze his cheeks together turned me on. Despite the stinging beginning in my hand I continued on. I didn’t want to rub it. This was punishment after all.

“Please!” he called out.

“You will be silent and you are done when I say you are,” I said sternly. I aimed for the tops of his thighs and now had him spread his legs. He began to pant, as  I came closer and closer to his balls. “I think that is good for now. Round two in a bit. Follow me to my room. I have work to do and you will stand where I can see you.”

“Yes, Lady J.” He groaned as he stood.

I watched him from the corner of my eye, as  he wobbled out of the room. I had him stand against a wall in my bedroom. I just wanted to torture him. He had a fine ass and I was horny. I sat in my seat and swiveled watching him impatiently stand there. He leaned on his forearms, pressing his head against them. I laughed internally. This was going to be fun.

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Saving Lady J – The Butterfly Series

Suzy Ayers

Dark Hollows Press

http://www.darkhollowspress.com/

Scheduled for release July 14th.

Book Links for Saving Lady J to follow

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